tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-49105670648091721692010-09-26T03:57:21.697-03:00Inner Personal AdviceLearning as I gohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01071716138637440568noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910567064809172169.post-46662535390562788582010-08-08T22:34:00.002-03:002010-08-08T22:48:36.241-03:002010-08-08T22:48:36.241-03:00Some more thoughts! Subject: Mothers instinctsWell Mothers instincts<iframe align="left" frameborder="0" marginheight="0" marginwidth="0" scrolling="no" src="http://rcm.amazon.com/e/cm?t=innerp0a-20&o=1&p=8&l=bpl&asins=0345408934&fc1=000000&IS2=1&lt1=_blank&m=amazon&lc1=0000FF&bc1=000000&bg1=FFFFFF&f=ifr" style="height: 245px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 5px; width: 131px;"></iframe>...Personally I feel that all mothers have it. Weather they follow is it, doubt it or simply ignore it is the difference on being a good mom. Don't get me wrong, men have the instinct too! I have seen it with my own eyes and that is how I know they do! ;)<br />
Anyways I do not want to get off the topic I am starting lol.<br />
I remember when my child had <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Chickenpox-Head-Health-Elaine-Landau/dp/0761434984?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">chickenpox</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0761434984" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />, <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Causes-Fever-Propagation-Continued-Britain/dp/0801831660?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">fever</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0801831660" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> and on top of that the poor little guy had <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Tonsillitis-Dictionary-Bibliography-Annotated-References/dp/0597846596?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">tonsillitis</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0597846596" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />. But the strange thing was when we took him to the hospital I was fevered and I also had tonsillitis! Personally I take things as signs and rarely believe in coincidences! I was shocked when they had told me because they only checked me because they noticed me..Now I do not know why they checked me but they must have sensed something. Well they checked me and I was the same but without chickenpox (I had them twice when I was younger, very mild both times). They said lots of liquids and rest. You know the drill for mostly anything you have these days is the same <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Differential-Diagnosis-Common-Complaints-STUDENT/dp/1416029060?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">diagnosis</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1416029060" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />! That was that.<br />
When my child was an infant I swear sleeping was not part of my life, I might have slept maybe 2 to 3 hours a day for like 3 or 4 months..I think it was that long until he actually started to sleep through the night. Every little noise <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Machine-Man-Jolted-Jack-OLantern/dp/B002V1EZFC?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">JOLTED</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B002V1EZFC" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> me I mean the smallest of noises woke me up. So Yeah sleep was not a thing I did in those few months. But I am not saying I never wanted to sleep, I just felt I couldn't..The dad was either out or sleeping himself. I did everything and I am not complaining but because our child was up ever couple hours made it hard to do anything but feed, bath and change the baby. I was so tired al the time people probably called me lazy behind my back. I rarely got laundry done fast enough...if you know infants they require you to change their clothes all the time. I did bottles none stop and well tried to get some sleep but it was hard...<br />
Sorry went off topic.(I tend to do that)<br />
Anyways back on topic of mothers instincts, I often wonder if some mothers even have it because some will just give up on their <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Healthy-Sleep-Habits-Happy-Child/dp/0345486455?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">children</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0345486455" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />..Or when the father has taken them they blame the child for choosing to live with their father. There are some really good dad's out there and mine was one of them. In my opinion a mother should never blame the child for what happened between the parents. I never kept him from him. And the times I was worried about him taking
him was because I feared he would keep him from me and never bring him
back..Which he has done a few times. A similar thing happened to me but I fought to get custody of my child because his father is spiteful and took him from me for a whole month and would not let me see him unless he was there, he never let him stay with me unless he was there....Because of my child I let that happen twice...He bothered me to "be with him" though and I kept saying no and he got all possessive and aggressive with his words. I never let him stay again. I only let him so I could see my child. I did however try to trick him into going to the store for me and hoping to not let him back in LOL...Didn't work. Oh well long story short I walked many miles with enough money in my pocket to get around if I had wanted to but to prove my point I walked many miles to go get my child and I was determined to not leave without him! And I did leave with him. :-D We took a cab back home. And he is in my custody.<br />
I know what it is like, my mother kept me and my older brother from my dad and I was a daddy's girl and was heartbroken to see him break down because my mother kept us from him...and right in front of us mind you! I was only 9! I mean I can understand, she was cheated on in her own home, and with a frien no less, not to mention she was just a kid (the mistress). And she caught them in the act. I can understand, but it had nothing to do with their children. Nothing at all. I do not think it is right for any woman to do that to a man unless she fears he will harm the child and has a right to think so. Evidence I mean. I have seen it so many times...people using their children to get back at their ex's...It is just plain wrong! A cheating hubby has nothing to do with their parenting nor has it anything to do with the children in general. And that is my voice on that.<br />
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Mothers instincts is just a feeling like you know what to do even though you do not have any books and or advice from anyone on what to do, kind of like a cat knows exactly what to do or a dog or any animal for that matter...Some things in life and to ever living thing comes <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Naturally-Clean-Home-Super-Easy-Formulas/dp/1603420851?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">NATURALLY</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1603420851" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />!<br />
A <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Men-Mars-Women-Venus-Understanding/dp/0060574216?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">woman</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0060574216" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> can usually tell if she <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Get-Ready-Pregnant-Complete-Prepregnancy/dp/0061740306?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">is pregnant</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0061740306" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> too, if any doubt is there, chances are slim to a girl being pregnant!<br />
It's all about <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Whole-Body-Meditations-Natural-Instinct/dp/1405006684?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">natural instincts</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1405006684" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> ..I believe everyone has it, it is <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Conquer-Your-Critical-Inner-Voice/dp/1572242876?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">just a matter</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1572242876" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> of listening to it.<br />
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<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4910567064809172169-4666253539056278858?l=learnasyouage.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Learning as I gohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01071716138637440568noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910567064809172169.post-47026914984591513282010-06-21T03:01:00.002-03:002010-06-21T03:16:38.926-03:002010-06-21T03:16:38.926-03:00Denial...Just some thoughts<span style="font-size: large;"></span><span style="font-size: large;"><i style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><b></b></i></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i><b>Please do not correct me if I am wrong here, as these are just personal thoughts and or <a href="http://www.amazon.com/MindWare-Analogy-Challenges-Level-A/dp/1892069776?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">analogies</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1892069776" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />!</b></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i><b>I have been thinking of those I have known to have gone through <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Elephant-Room-Silence-Denial-Everyday/dp/0195332601?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">denial</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0195332601" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />. Now I know I have gone through it, and I know others who are still going through it. </b></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i><b>Most are because of a loss of someone they love or loved, loss of a <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Perfect-Love-Imperfect-Relationships-Healing/dp/1590303865?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">relationship</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1590303865" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />, poor self <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Good-Judgment-comes-experience-Experience/dp/B000HGGZ88?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">judgement </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B000HGGZ88" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />on choices(also know as mistakes.) and well I guess the list goes on. </b></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i><b>Denial is bad for you no matter what causes it, I have seen people get so lost from it. To a point that they live in a <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Fantasy-Lover-Dark-Hunter-Book-1/dp/0312979975?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">fantasy </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0312979975" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B002VKB6VY" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=bil&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B0000256DX" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />world and only say it as they want it to be like a different reality. This can not be good for the mental state. I mean if someone has died, you must allow yourself to grieve. Stop telling yourself they are coming back. It ain't happening. Life ends, that is how it has to be. Do you know how little room the earth would have if no one died? </b></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i><b><a href="http://www.amazon.com/Im-Not-Happy-Love-Hate/dp/B0000256DX?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=bil&camp=213689&creative=392969" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;" target="_blank"><img alt="I'm Not Happy" src="http://ws.amazon.com/widgets/q?MarketPlace=US&ServiceVersion=20070822&ID=AsinImage&WS=1&Format=_SL160_&ASIN=B0000256DX&tag=innerp0a-20" /></a>Another thing about life and death... <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Love-Hate-Tracy-Brabin/dp/B002VKB6VY?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">Love/hate</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B002VKB6VY" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> and feelings. If we did not die, then we would have no need to grieve, but grieving is a feeling and that feeling can be tied with love/hate/rage etc. Some die because of murder, some die from illness, some die from old age. Everyone of those has feelings. Weather it is love or hate, rage or pain. They all are feelings/senses, without those what is life but an empty box of robots. Everyone must feel, everyone must die, and everyone must grieve. If everyone never died we would have to move some to other planets and soon those planets would get over populated. So you see everyone must die for other to be born. I am not saying people should kill, but that is sometimes caused by accidental rage or a murderer needs to fulfill his/her need...Whatever they have as a need in which to kill another human being I have no answer for. Either way weather they realize it or not a death happens and people grieve. Do not deny someone has died, it is not good <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Emotional-Freedom-Liberate-Yourself-Transform/dp/0307338185?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">emotionally </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0307338185" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />or <a href="http://www.amazon.com/SECRET-HAPPINESS-mentally-physically-spiritually/dp/0557019702?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">mentally</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0557019702" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />. </b></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i><b>I cried and grieved a lot before my dad died, so people probably thought I was going to go nuts because I never cried much after he actually did die. But I cry alone and in private so no one sees me cry anyways. We all knew he was going to, I cried a lot before we lost him. I still cry. I cry most when I wish I could have a conversation with him, I felt he gave me good advice because he lived life too his fullest, he had fun. He loved his children and did what he could. He wasn't perfect, he cheated on my mother many times before and after I was born. I am sure he has done way more than he told his children he did. I had a lot of respect for my father. He was all I had in my life that actually did what he could to show me he loved me. </b></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i><b>I am not in denial that he is dead, but I think I know a few people who are. I know a few people in denial that others have died as well. <a href="http://www.amazon.com/I-Grieve/dp/B001NYTTEA?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">GRIEVE </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B001NYTTEA" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />I say. </b></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i><b>I am in denial because I felt someone I fell in love with actually loved me, I was wrong and now I am trying very hard to get over it. I still fool myself sometimes and cry and it hurts like hell but that is life, it gives and takes. </b></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i><b>Life is all about the <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Positive-Power-Negative-Thinking-Defensive/dp/0465051391?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">negatives and positives</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0465051391" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />. Everything must balance in life or life is nothing but a mess on either side of the tracts. People must be born and people must die. There was something else I was going to put here but it slipped my mind, so I guess that is my thoughts.</b></i></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4910567064809172169-4702691498459151328?l=learnasyouage.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Learning as I gohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01071716138637440568noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910567064809172169.post-68876418341837862922010-05-20T22:52:00.000-03:002010-05-20T22:52:04.065-03:002010-05-20T22:52:04.065-03:00TimeI am sorry I haven't posted anything yet. I have wanted to but I have been a bit <a href="http://www.amazon.com/What-Busy-Day-Gyo-Fujikawa/dp/1402768192?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">busy</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1402768192" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> and I also have been wondering what to write about.<br />
I was happy to tell my mother that she is nothing like her family. She actually <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Handle-Care-Novel-Jodi-Picoult/dp/0743296427?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">cares </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0743296427" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />and does for others out of the kindness of her <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Heart-Change-Real-Life-Stories-Organizations/dp/1578512549?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">heart</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1578512549" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />. Her family on the other hand do things out of the <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Beyond-Greed-Fear-Understanding-Association/dp/0195304217?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">greediness</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0195304217" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> of theirs lol..Meaning they only do for you so when you go against them in anyway..Like say no or do something they do not expect you to they will throw whatever they have done nice for you in your face. I mean why do something for someone if you don't want to to begin with? If I do something for someone I never complain about it unless I was wrongly treated and say .."Why did they steal from me? I did this for them! How could they?"..Just an example, but seriously..That has been done to me and I know to many others. <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Thirteen-Reasons-Why-Jay-Asher/dp/1595141715?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">Why</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1595141715" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />? Why <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Just-Take-My-Heart-Novel/dp/141657087X?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">take</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=141657087X" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> from someone who welcomed you? Why take from those who have helped you when you needed it most? I just don't get it, I mean I was in need too, so it really bite in the ass because I was good to someone I thought was a very close friend and they stole from me. It would have hurt me but I am use to being treated that way so it just pissed me off really!<br />
I guess that is it for today, good little vent haha<br />
<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Anatomy-Peace-Resolving-Heart-Conflict/dp/1576755843?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">Peace</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1576755843" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> out, and always keep things <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Power-Positive-Thinking-Norman-Vincent/dp/0743234804?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">positive</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0743234804" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> and be yourself (in other slang, "<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Keep-Real-Everything-Researching-Nonfiction/dp/0393330982?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">keep it real</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0393330982" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />!")<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4910567064809172169-6887641834183786292?l=learnasyouage.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Learning as I gohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01071716138637440568noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910567064809172169.post-18437414623540005622010-05-11T19:33:00.001-03:002010-05-11T19:41:47.515-03:002010-05-11T19:41:47.515-03:00Happiness<b><i>I figured something out about myself last night.</i></b><br />
I seem selfish to others, but really..I am afraid of happiness! This may sound strange, "How can anyone be afraid of happiness?" ..But <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Truthfully-Speaking/dp/B0027DBFMU?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">truthfully</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B0027DBFMU" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />, a lot of people who have come and gone in my life. Well they did nice things for me and I was grateful, maybe even happy about it! Which is great, but some, well actually a lot of of them, okay lets face it, most of them..Only seemed to do it so that they could say they did to prove they are a good person and to say I was ungrateful later on because they did something for me, but an argument later on it would get thrown in my face, or I was used in some way afterwords<br />
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I am not sure if anyone would have <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Experience-Education-John-Dewey/dp/0684838281?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">experienced </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0684838281" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />this or can relate. But it has happened so much that when someone else does something nice for me now, I end up questioning why later. Because it had happened so much, I am always thinking there is now an interior motive why they were good or nice to me in some way, weather they gave me something or were just nice. I always question it now! How can I be happy if someone does something for me and means only to be <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Caring-Enough-Confront-David-Augsberger/dp/0830746498?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">caring</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0830746498" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> when I feel something is behind the reason they did it?<br />
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This is why I can't be with anyone, no friends, no <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Soul-Mate-Marriage-Spiritual-Journey-Becoming/dp/0736922458?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">mate</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0736922458" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />. No one except my child and my mother when she wants to visit. And I hope she doesn't <a href="http://www.amazon.com/She-That-Hesitates-Harris-Dickson/dp/1150048689?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">hesitate</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1150048689" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />, I have missed her since she left. How can I be happy? It is my biggest challenge, how do I know who I can trust with all this knowledge? I am afraid to trust anyone anymore, even myself I can't even make myself happy and if I can't how could anyone else? I would never make anyone happy because I will have a hard time being happy myself just to try my best to make them happy?<br />
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I just don't know anymore! Has anyone felt like this before? I am having a sad, sad day.<br />
PS-How do you get <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Nine-Rooms-Happiness-Yourself-Imperfections/dp/1401323359?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">happiness </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1401323359" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />back in your life; if it feels like others, just want to steal it away as soon as it arrives?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4910567064809172169-1843741462354000562?l=learnasyouage.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Learning as I gohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01071716138637440568noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910567064809172169.post-80233146704367459662010-05-09T22:14:00.002-03:002010-05-10T20:39:24.098-03:002010-05-10T20:39:24.098-03:00Happy Mothers day!I am having a good <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Mothers-Day-Surprise-Stephen-Krensky/dp/0761456333?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">mothers day</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0761456333" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> weekend! My <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Wise-Words-Moms-Ginger-Plowman/dp/0966378660?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">mom</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0966378660" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> came to visit and stay with me for the week end! This may seem regular for others, but for me it is a gift! Because My mother and I haven't been really close for years. I moved in with my father after I turned twelve, and well we kind of fell apart! I have always loved my mother and so this was a bit hard on both of us over the years.<br />
Many years had gone by and I almost feel I had forgotten about her. This hurt me to realize this, I started to feel ashamed of myself because of it.<br />
Now, I am trying so hard to get back in touch so she can be a part of my son's life because my father passed away and didn't really get to know my child much either, I don't want this to happen for my mother. I am still hurt by it bothering me about my father. I do not want to feel the guilt of my son not getting to know his other grandmother (my mom).<br />
I neglected myself, my <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Pocket-Parent-Gail-Reichlin/dp/076112182X?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">parents</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=076112182X" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />, <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Not-Just-Friends-Rebuilding-Recovering/dp/0743225503?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">friends</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0743225503" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> and other <a href="http://www.amazon.com/First-Family-David-Baldacci/dp/0446539740?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">family</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0446539740" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> members. And all this because I was young and foolish to let all this important stuff go because I had a boyfriend who...in his own way controled me. Not in a way most have been through, he did it in a way that it was hard for people to say it was controling. He would tell me he was afraid if I went out for a walk with our than baby that he was afraid we would get kidnapped...or if I went anywhere I had to go by myself if he said he was not going he refused me to take my child..for the same reason, he made everything sound fearful when I knew he wrong! Not everything we do is fearful. He just wanted to control everything. <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Bursts-Hidden-Pattern-Behind-Everything/dp/0525951601?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">Everything</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0525951601" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />. :-(<br />
Anyways I have since left him, got my own place and got custody of my child. And the only <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Overcoming-Fear-Worry-Anxiety-Confidence/dp/0736905898?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">fear</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0736905898" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> I had was him making me look bad so to take my child from me. I walked miles to get my child back when he took him and kept him for a month exactly. I'd do that again if I had to, for people I love. But my child always comes first, even before myself.<br />
So today was a good day. All but the weather of course. And memories, and I got some pictures of my mom reading my son (her only grandchild) a bedtime story! :-)<br />
This is for those who have fallen away and feel bad, reach out and find them! MOST mothers do care and love their children. (((hugs))<br />
PS-And for a friend who might be reading, Thanks!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4910567064809172169-8023314670436745966?l=learnasyouage.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Learning as I gohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01071716138637440568noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910567064809172169.post-68593376676640372872010-05-03T22:11:00.000-03:002010-05-03T22:11:14.907-03:002010-05-03T22:11:14.907-03:00Random TopicsI am just going on many random topics here so just bare in mind that I a bit of a strange person :-)<br />
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Today I was <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Im-Tempted-Stop-Acting-Randomly/dp/0740778064?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">randomly </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0740778064" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />reminded of a <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Capturing-Reality-Documentary-Albert-Maysles/dp/B002HOP43K?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">documentary </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B002HOP43K" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />I watched quite a few years ago! It was about men going through sex changes or maybe it was about both sexes going through with it. Anyways they were asking others that had gone through with the operations what they missed if anything or if they regretted anything. There were no <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Woulda-Coulda-Shoulda-Overcoming-Opportunities/dp/0060973358?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">regrets </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0060973358" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />but I remember one man who had became a <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Little-Women/dp/B000JQUMPI?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">woman</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B000JQUMPI" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />. He said he missed the orgasm he had said that, that was the only thing he had missed<img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0764136240" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />. So I figured I would put this here in case anyone was going through the same change and may want to know that before hand. To some it can be a big deal and to some it is only minor.<br />
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Next topic :-) ...As I said these are completely random!<br />
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I have been <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Power-Positive-Thinking-Norman-Vincent/dp/0743234804?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">thinking </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0743234804" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />and <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Keep-Real-Everything-Researching-Nonfiction/dp/0393330982?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">researching </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0393330982" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />about random things every day. Everyday a thing will come to mind so I will do some research on it as I find it very interesting or think it might be amusing.<br />
I have been also learning with these researches so I am getting <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Analytics-Work-Smarter-Decisions-Results/dp/1422177696?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">smarter </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1422177696" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />as well.<br />
<iframe align="left" frameborder="0" marginheight="0" marginwidth="0" scrolling="no" src="http://rcm.amazon.com/e/cm?t=innerp0a-20&o=1&p=8&l=bpl&asins=0762437812&fc1=000000&IS2=1&lt1=_blank&m=amazon&lc1=0000FF&bc1=000000&bg1=FFFFFF&f=ifr" style="height: 245px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 5px; width: 131px;"></iframe>My topics of research ranges from <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Time-Travel-Einsteins-Universe-Possibilities/dp/0618257357?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">time travel</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0618257357" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> and to working online! So as you can see this goes from one random thing to the next, but it is of personal <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Person-Interest-Novel-Susan-Choi/dp/B002PJ4GCM?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">interest</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B002PJ4GCM" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />.<br />
I am an <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Artists-Way-Julia-Cameron/dp/1585421472?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">artist</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1585421472" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /><br />
I am a <a href="http://www.amazon.com/First-Teachers-Survival-Guide-Ready-/dp/0787994553?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">teacher</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0787994553" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /><br />
I am a <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Organized-Student-Teaching-Children-Success/dp/B0013L6DBA?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">student</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B0013L6DBA" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /><br />
I am a <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Will-Ever-Good-Enough-Narcissistic/dp/B003E7ET1C?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">mother</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B003E7ET1C" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /><br />
I am a <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Cleopatras-Daughter-Novel-Michelle-Moran/dp/0307409120?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">daughter</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0307409120" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /><br />
I am a <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Fighting-Words-Politics-Hateful-Speech/dp/0275954382?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">cousin</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0275954382" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /><br />
I am a <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Sisters-Grimm-Eight-Inside-Story/dp/081098430X?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">sister</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=081098430X" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /><br />
I am a <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Making-Peace-Your-Mom-Mother-Daughter/dp/B002QGSZ7G?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">step daughter</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B002QGSZ7G" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /><br />
a <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Half-Sisters-Geraldine-Endsor-Jewsbury/dp/115227810X?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">half sister</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=115227810X" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /><br />
I guess you could say I am a <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Women-Renaissance-Culture-Society/dp/0226436187?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">Renaissance Woman</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0226436187" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />...instead of a man <span class="goog-spellcheck-word" style="-moz-background-clip: -moz-initial; -moz-background-inline-policy: -moz-initial; -moz-background-origin: -moz-initial; background: yellow none repeat scroll 0% 0%;">lol</span><br />
I research:<br />
<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Secrets-Mental-Math-Mathemagicians-Calculation/dp/0307338401?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">Math</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0307338401" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /><br />
<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Physics-Impossible-Scientific-Exploration-Teleportation/dp/0307278824?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">Physics</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0307278824" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /><br />
<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Century-Vocabulary-Builder-Joseph-Bachelor/dp/1153697343?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">Vocabulary</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1153697343" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /><br />
<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Old-Masters-Great-Artists-Age/dp/1852852909?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">Old artists</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1852852909" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /><br />
<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Worlds-Religions-Plus-Huston-Smith/dp/0061660183?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">Religions </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0061660183" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />(Man I had no idea how many there really are out there way more than anyone could possibly <iframe align="left" frameborder="0" marginheight="0" marginwidth="0" scrolling="no" src="http://rcm.amazon.com/e/cm?t=innerp0a-20&o=1&p=8&l=bpl&asins=007340750X&fc1=000000&IS2=1&lt1=_blank&m=amazon&lc1=0000FF&bc1=000000&bg1=FFFFFF&f=ifr" style="height: 245px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 5px; width: 131px;"></iframe>imagine really!!)<br />
<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Language-Symbolism-Dover-Anthropology-Folklore/dp/0486447871?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">Symbolism</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0486447871" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /><br />
<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Digital-Art-Masters-Vol-4/dp/0240521706?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">Digital arts</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0240521706" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> and tutorials to better my skills<br />
Many different <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Light-Science-Introduction-Photographic-Lighting/dp/0240808193?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">Science</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0240808193" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> topics or types?<br />
<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Energy-Belief-Psychologys-Intention-Blocking/dp/160415019X?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">Beliefs </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=160415019X" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />(which could tie into religion depending on how you look at it)<br />
<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Short-History-Nearly-Everything/dp/076790818X?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">History</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=076790818X" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /><br />
<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Hubble-Journey-Through-Space-Time/dp/0810989972?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">Space</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0810989972" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /><br />
Really whatever I question or comes to mind I pretty much research it! I love the <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Future-Internet-How-Stop/dp/0300151241?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">Internet </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0300151241" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />for researching these different topics, subjects and things! I love many things. I will also look up lyrics to see what I never understood in them when I was just a naive child who loved singing and listening to music. <a href="http://www.amazon.com/This-Your-Brain-Music-Obsession/dp/0452288525?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">Music </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0452288525" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />is different to me now, I try my best not to listen to it anymore. Why? Too many songs remind me of so many different <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Ballad-Sad-Cafe-Other-Stories/dp/0618565868?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">sad </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0618565868" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />things in life in general and personally as well.<br />
That is all I can think of for now if I think of more I shall add more, but I will add edit to the title of this blog and place a edit space near the bottom here so you all know what is new :-) I am good like that! <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Those-Who-Save-Jenna-Blum/dp/B001TODO7W?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">Saves </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B001TODO7W" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />for those who read the old part to find the new if they should come back to see if anything new is added :-)<br />
Anyways Have a good one and <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Respect-Take-Things-Learning-Along/dp/1575421607?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">take care</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1575421607" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /><br />
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<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4910567064809172169-6859337667664037287?l=learnasyouage.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Learning as I gohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01071716138637440568noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910567064809172169.post-16594441875063433792010-04-30T11:25:00.002-03:002010-04-30T11:37:05.669-03:002010-04-30T11:37:05.669-03:00Personal advice to self!<span style="font-size: large;"><b>I do not like pity! Pity is for those who seek your attention in a negative way<span style="background-color: #f6b26b;"></span>. </b></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">People who crave pity:</span><br />
Those who seek yours or anyone Else's pity, only do so for personal gains! Sometimes they realize it and do it on purpose and some do it without realizing it, but also do this on purpose.<br />
What I mean is, they were brought up in a way that crying for what they want always worked for them. This is a negative way to gain anything at all. Because those who do this do not realize those who actually were good to them and take those people for granted and just keep using them. But Like I said sometimes they realize it and sometimes they do not. The ones who do not realize it, are the ones who were brought up this way and in so they do it <a href="http://www.amazon.com/How-Invest-Instinct-Instinctively-Investments/dp/0595195334?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">instinctively </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0595195334" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />over time.<br />
But those who do realize this will seek those who they can <a href="http://www.amazon.com/How-Take-Advantage-People-Trying/dp/1600200400?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">take advantage of</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1600200400" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />! They seek those who are very kind and will offer kindness <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Breathing-Freely-Ruth-McGinnis/dp/B000MMNAAI?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">freely </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B000MMNAAI" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />without any complaints. But know fully that a few of these kind people know that they are taken advantage of and will put an end to it and you will lose this <a href="http://www.amazon.com/The-House-of-Adam/dp/B003B1VJHI?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">kind hearted</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B003B1VJHI" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> persons <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Trust-Is-Lost/dp/B003A7L4ZK?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">trust</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B003A7L4ZK" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />, you will lose their relationship and in turn you will only have those who do not have the <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Can-I-Borrow-Dollar-Common/dp/B000003BW0?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">common sense</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B000003BW0" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> to see it and leave those who take advantage of them <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Left-Behind-Novel-Earths-Last/dp/0842329129?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">behind</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0842329129" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />.<br />
This is all <a href="http://www.amazon.com/What-Learned-Experience-recruitment-Accountant/dp/B0008J0XY6?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">learned from personal experience</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B0008J0XY6" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />, both my parents had this fault, I was also born with this fault..Yes I call it a <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Letting-Up-Despite-Great-Faults/dp/B0034AD9R4?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">fault </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B0034AD9R4" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />because there are a lot of people who like to take advantage of those who are very kind hearted. <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Key-Guardians-Time-Trilogy/dp/1599900017?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">The key</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1599900017" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> though is to <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Deal-Breakers-When-Work-Relationship/dp/1416961062?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">walk away</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1416961062" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> from those who make you feel bad.<br />
<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Dont-Take-Personally-Dealing-Rejection/dp/0595255752?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">Personally </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0595255752" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />I have enough <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Art-Pain-Anders-Erickson/dp/B001F4TP3S?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">self pity</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B001F4TP3S" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> I do not seek others pity to add to my own. It is negative, I do not want negative, so here is a quote I send out to people out there <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Reading-Meaning-Debbie-Miller/dp/1571103074?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">reading </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1571103074" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />this and I hope they learn something from it and have <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Open-Your-Eyes-Eduardo-Noriega/dp/B00005LZOD?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">eyes open</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B00005LZOD" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> to those who seek to take advantage.<br />
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<b>"I do not seek pity, I seek only opinions and or advice. For those who know of pity will not give it, they will only give guiding words for you to choose to use or put in the back of your mind!" <span class="goog-spellcheck-word" style="-moz-background-clip: -moz-initial; -moz-background-inline-policy: -moz-initial; -moz-background-origin: -moz-initial; background: yellow none repeat scroll 0% 0%;">AMJ</span></b></div>
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People who really care for you will not put you down when you are already feeling down about yourself. They will not tell you of their problems when you are down, so to make you feel sorry for them instead. Everyone has issues or problems. I have listened to others tell me of their problems at times when I should have been worrying about my own! I found it okay, but only to an extent. Because I felt they wanted me to pity them when I had known I or someone else was going through much worse than them. Their problem at the time seemed only minor maybe even unimportant or irrelevant!<br />
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I have had people tell me that they had <a href="http://www.amazon.com/DRINKS-ALLOWED-10x14-Heavy-Plastic/dp/B0024NUGZA?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">no food</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B0024NUGZA" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> in their house, telling everyone they had no food, yet when I went to their home with them because they wanted to retrieve a coat or book or whatever, we had gone to the kitchen to retrieve the item and come to find out they had more food in their house than I had in mine, or more than someone Else's that I knew of at the time.<br />
I am sorry if this touches on someone, but seriously, I am not going to feel sorry for someone who has food and claims to not; when I know there are people down the street or in other countries, that have none.<br />
People need to <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Authentic-Happiness-Psychology-Potential-Fulfillment/dp/0743222989?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">realize</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0743222989" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />, just because there is not much food that you "want" to eat in the cabinets or fridge, does not mean you do not have any food! These kinds of people make me label them as <a href="http://www.amazon.com/How-Spot-Liar-People-Truth/dp/0785823042?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">ungrateful liars</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0785823042" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />! I do not like to label anyone, because I do not want to be labeled <span class="goog-spellcheck-word">myse</span><span class="goog-spellcheck-word">lf</span>, but these kinds of people piss me off!<br />
I know what it is like to have no food! So when you tell me you do not have any food and than we go to your house and I can visibly see it with my own eyes that you do have food. I am going to get silent and quietly pissed about the lie that was told just to gain pity from others! Why do people seek <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Sorrow-Pity-Georges-Bidault/dp/B00005AFSL?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">pity </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B00005AFSL" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />in such ways is what I always ask!<br />
<b><i>WHY? If you know, please do feel free to send me a comment!</i></b><br />
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<b>"Seek not pity, no matter how hard things in life can be! Seek only advise when you know full well you have enough pity on yourself to not need it from others!" <span class="goog-spellcheck-word" style="-moz-background-clip: -moz-initial; -moz-background-inline-policy: -moz-initial; -moz-background-origin: -moz-initial; background: yellow none repeat scroll 0% 0%;">AMJ</span></b></div>
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You see, even when I was completely broke I worried what would happen next, I never told anyone, I felt bad enough about myself on my own! I know what it is like to do without, I also know what it is like to be <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Stolen-Moments-John-Hiatt/dp/B000002GJ4?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">stolen </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B000002GJ4" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />from when the things that were stolen were the only thing I had that was worth something. People who steal from others who do not have much, are people who need to know what it is like for themselves in order to know how you feel! I appreciate everything I own, I <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Power-Appreciation-Key-Vibrant-Life/dp/1582701040?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">appreciate </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1582701040" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /><span class="goog-spellcheck-word" style="-moz-background-clip: -moz-initial; -moz-background-inline-policy: -moz-initial; -moz-background-origin: -moz-initial; background: rgb(255, 255, 255) none repeat scroll 0% 0%;">the things I learned in the lon</span><span style="background-color: white;">g</span> run!</div>
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I hope someone has learned something from this or have had their eyes opened to similar things in their own life. Have a great day and feel free to send me a comment or any questions or suggestions you might have for a new post! I look forward to any feedback!<br />
But Please do not send your negativity my way as it will be deleted, ignored blocked or maybe even reported! :-)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4910567064809172169-1659444187506343379?l=learnasyouage.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Learning as I gohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01071716138637440568noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910567064809172169.post-67213684984703748332010-04-22T14:23:00.004-03:002010-04-22T14:31:49.036-03:002010-04-22T14:31:49.036-03:00My very first Blog spot blog!Hello!<br />
Anyone have tips on how to widen this page? Leave me a comment! Thanks<br />
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Alright, I know there aren't any blogs here, but here is why!<br />
I just created it today! I am only writing this one because it seems so empty aside from the added <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Letting-Go-Words-Interactive-Technologies/dp/0123694868?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">content </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0123694868" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />from other subscribed sites!<br />
I am a female, I am 31 and I am from <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Canada-National-Country-Flag-3x5ft/dp/B000G2OYFE?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">Canada</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B000G2OYFE" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />! So that gets that question out of the way! Next, I am not here to meet anyone for a meet up. I am <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Sorry-Not-Interested/dp/B001BVQ12I?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">not interested</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B001BVQ12I" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> in created some kind of intimate relationships nor encounters. And with that said you know what I am <a href="http://www.amazon.com/007-World-Not-Enough/dp/B00004UG9B?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">NOT </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B00004UG9B" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />here for. :-)<br />
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Now that you know that I will tell you what I am here for! I am here to share my <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Managing-Thought-Your-Thoughts-World/dp/1933916265?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">thoughts</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1933916265" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />, <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Views-Roger-Dean/dp/0061717096?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">views</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0061717096" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />, <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Inspiration-Ultimate-Dr-Wayne-Dyer/dp/1401907229?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">inspirations</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=1401907229" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />, some <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Goal-Process-Ongoing-Improvement/dp/0566086646?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">goals </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0566086646" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />and I also would like to make new friends as a network thing.<br />
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I do not mind comments but I will tell you now I have it set so that I can view it before it is posted.<br />
I like being in charge of my choices! I feel others should feel the same way! I am a mother so I like to often say "<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Actually-Im-Boss-You-Mug/dp/B003H6TGZY?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">I am the boss</a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=B003H6TGZY" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" /> here!"<br />
I will add more here later I just wanted to create this first one so that others that come have something at least to know about this blog.<br />
I hope to add all sorts or things I have learned or am searching to <a href="http://www.amazon.com/How-People-Learn-Experience-Expanded/dp/0309070368?ie=UTF8&tag=innerp0a-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969" target="_blank">learn </a><img alt="" border="0" height="1" src="http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=innerp0a-20&l=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969&o=1&a=0309070368" style="border: medium none ! important; margin: 0px ! important; padding: 0px ! important;" width="1" />etc.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4910567064809172169-6721368498470374833?l=learnasyouage.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Learning as I gohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01071716138637440568noreply@blogger.com0