Happiness

I figured something out about myself last night.
I seem selfish to others, but really..I am afraid of happiness! This may sound strange, "How can anyone be afraid of happiness?" ..But truthfully, a lot of people who have come and gone in my life. Well they did nice things for me and I was grateful, maybe even happy about it! Which is great, but some, well actually a lot of of them, ok

Happy Mothers day!

I am having a good mothers day weekend! My mom came to visit and stay with me for the week end! This may seem regular for others, but for me it is a gift! Because My mother and I haven't been really close for years. I moved in with my father after I turned twelve, and well we kind of fell apart! I have always loved my mother and so this was a bit hard on both of us over the years.

Random Topics

I am just going on many random topics here so just bare in mind that I a bit of a strange person :-)

Today I was randomly reminded of a documentary I watched quite a few years ago! It was about men going through sex changes or maybe it was about both sexes going through with it. Anyways they were asking others that had gone through with the operations what they missed if anything or if they regretted anything. There were no regrets but I reme